Story Part 1

It was 2005 when I figured it out . My parents kept on fighting while I was a child . Maybe they never really thought about my feeling at all . I was just an ordinary girl . Really .. You all would know how a third grade junior high school behaved . I was still innocent , didn’t know what was right and what was wrong . But times goes by really fast . And here I am . A 20 year old women I guess . I still don’t know either I am a women now or still a kid . I am a collage student . Right now I am in my 5^th semester . Still 3 semesters to go and I am hoping that it will over soon .

I have something in my mind . I want to get a job now and earn money for myself . Really wanna be indepentdent but it’s kinda hard . Wanna have a job but I always thinking ‘how would I get a job ?’ ‘what if I can’t watch football matches again after I get a job ?’ Those thought really get into my mind . Having a job and earn my own money , it would be great . I can buy anything that I want with my own money . Don’t have to ask for it and no need to asking permission anymore .

That is my current life . You must be happy cause your lifes are easier than me . Going to England and stay there forever would be my ideal dream . Getting a foreigner husband would be perfect too . I wanna a footballer partner for the rest of my life . I know that it’s not as easy as I thought but everyone have the right to dream right ?

Now it’s about my dreams . I have so many dreams . Even I wouldn’t want to write them down . The most important thing is getting my parents back together if I can . Wanna take them go around the world . Maybe it won’t be easy to get them back together . My mom , she is kinda change a lot . Really different with what I knew about her before . She even believing somekind of black magic I guess . She asked me and my little brother to take a bath with flowers in the water . Seriously , it’s a cemetery flowers . Wouldn’t you think something weird about that ?

Once I was doing it because she kept on pushing me to do it . But I didn’t even believe it . I have a religion and my own Lord . So there’s no way I would do something weird like that . Okay , stop with this unpleasant statement about my mom . I don’t even want to think about it anymore .

Now , back to my dreams . Go to UK and become UK’s civil would be amazing . Living in West London , near Chelsea Football Club traning ground or even Stamford Bridge . Getting to know the players like Gigi Salmon . Really envy her so much .. When she was hosting Chelsea Spanish Quartet show , it felt like ‘oh my God , I hope I was her’ . Seriously , meeting with Cesar ‘Dave’ Azpilicueta , Juan Mata , Oriol Romeu and my beloved footballer Fernando Torres . Having a chit-chat with them will be perfect . My heart started to pound after I saw Dave’s smile for the first time . I thought he was really cute , wasn’t he ?

Okay , stop being envious with Gigi Salmon . I will make my dream come true . Amennn !!

It’s about my most favorite football club all the time . Chelsea Football Club .

I like Chelsea because Michael Ballack at first but now it has changed . I remember this .. Germany crashed UEA with 11 goals . And I started to think that the amount of goals were same with the players . I started to watch football matches . It was World Cup 2006 . Then I liked Germany and loved Ballack the most . Started to look for Ballack and found out that he played for Chelsea . Watched Chelsea played all the time and cried when found out that EPL won’t be broadcasted in Indonesia anymore . Looking for a way to watch it . Then Astro have the right of broadcasting . Became astro customer for 2 years and it’s over . BPL started to be broadcast again on MNC . Really glad !!

Begin to watch it continuously , laugh , cry when Chelsea lost and won . Really felt what they felt at that time they lost and won . Cried a lot when I watched final UCL 2012 . Won for the first time in UCL . ABSOLUTELY AMAZING !!

Started the new season 2012/2013 , lost at Community Shield and Super Cup . Not really disappointed . Chelsea started the season very well . 8 matches 22 points and still UNBEATEN . Top of the league and just dropped 2 points so far . Never lost at London derby this season . Drew against QPR at Loftus Road , won against Arsenal at Emirates Stadium and the last one , won against AVB’s men a.k.a. Tottenham Hotspurs at White Hart Lane . Super Glad !!

Chelsea played with a new way . More attacking and there’s no parking bus . Roberto Di Matteo is Chelsea’s manager . He’s the one that brought Chelsea to Double Winner in 2011/2012 with FA Cup and UCL . With a 4-2-3-1 formation , Chelsea played a beautiful football . Not boring to watch . Cech in the goal , Ashley Cole in the left back , Luiz-Terry as centre back , Ivanovic in the right back , Ramires-Mikel as the defensive midfielders , Juan Mata-Oscar-Eden Hazard as the attacking midfielders and Fernando Torres as the only striker . With Turnbull , Azpi , Cahill , Lamps , Moses , Sturridge , Marin and everybody else available for the bench .

Chelsea is the only stuff that make my real life so much fun . Keep on supporting Chelsea is the only way to be happier . This season , there will be many expectation from the fans . Winning the BPL title again , win FA Cup and COC , winning the Club World Cup and become the first club ever that win UCL twice in a row . Ameeennnn !!

This is how my life become much happier , greater after all of those terrible stuff . Will be back with a new story and maybe I will keep on saying about Chelsea . But I have another thing that make me feel stronger . Will tell you guys later if I have time and remember . J